Sometimes,
I think I'm still young and I'm getting old year by year,
I should appreciate my youth 
Party hard Play hard when I still have that enthusiasm
But what i see now is I don't have the chance


People always say there will be many different stages in our life
We grow from youth to maturity.
But somehow i don't think i have the youth
I did ntg for my whole life
Should be ntg interesting, exciting, memorable


For once,
I thought coming to UK might makes my life slightly different
But now, I don't think its much different other than the time zone
I even think that my days will be better if i didn't get here
especially on today - Christmas Eve


Out of expectation, i'm not celebrating this special day in else way, but Cardiff
Out of expectation, Cardiff is not snowing this year, i got no white xmas
Out of expectation, I got no where to go, no party, no special dinner, no celebration
Again, Christmas Night became an usual day for me, a normal day out of 365 days in a year.


I thought it would be different, but i'm wrong


Now, i'm in my room typing all these shits and my sis is watching her korean drama.


Thats the thing i hate about her also.
She is not considerate at all, especially towards family.
We are here and yet she asked us to go walk around ourselves
Since she's so free wasting time in front of laptop, shouldn't she be bring us around? Damn her.


I hate shopping with my mum also. FML.


I got the worst Xmas ever.




But i know tmr will be better!
God loves me i know.
God Loves All of Us.
Merry Christmas People!
Its almost 12 now! i'm punctual!
Merry Christmas! Time to Party Hardddd! Goooooooooo